this is the real me
> i'm a pessimist in nature and it's not because i'd gone through a lot of stuffs and craps in my life (forgive me if i type something depressing in my upcoming post, i'll try to control myself T^T )
> i'm shy and quiet especially in front of strangers, they'll probably be wondering what's on my mind (to tell you the truth, i'm either empty-minded or desperately looking for the long lost words in my mind). on the other hand, i can be a bit out of control sometimes whenever i'm with my buddies =D
> i'm a coward (but not as serious as coward the cowardly dog)
> i'm poor in adapting to the new environment and can easily get nervous (these really sucks =< )
> i'm slow-witted and like to do things my own way (which means i do things like the speed of a snail crawling).
> i can be very stubborn if i want to, which is quite annoying sometimes and others may think that i'm difficult to deal with (i was told that stubborn can be positive, in other words: determined xD)
> i may seem like i don't care (about certain things and certain people) but actually i do, it's just that i'm not good at expressing my own feelings. it's even worst if what i think and what i say are totally different or opposite ='(
OMiGosh, i realised that there's nothing good about me O.O" nooooooo, that can't be, i'll have to think of my good side no matter what !!
*challenge accepted*
hmmm..oh yes, here it goes:
*challenge accepted*
hmmm..oh yes, here it goes:
> i'm being very honest here and that's true ^^
> i may not be talkative but seriously i'm a good listener =)
> if there's anyone who needs help, i'll be willing to lend a hand (or even both hands ~♫)



